Somehow I have to use English

I don't know why. Probably because I haven't really spoken or written in English for a while now. Please, excuse me this little whim of mine.
To get to the point, I'm lonely. And it's starting to show signs on me. It's not that I don't meet girls, I even have dates occasionally, but nothing important. There's no vibe at all. For example, I'd been talking to a girl for a few days on one of the popular community pages. We arranged a rendezvous and I was sitting on pins and needles all week, but when we met it was ... I don't even know ... disappointing somehow. She was disappointing. She was different from what I expected. I've known her for a few years, and she was always a kind of sexy, sensual woman for me. But when we met she was completely stripped of her lascivious aura. I was planning on making a move, but I felt no attraction. Don't get me wrong, we had a great time, I showed her some of my favourit places in the city, and she liked them all, we had a long walk, and talked without stop, but it didn't mean anythin. I don't even know if I want to give it a second shot. Time will tell.
On the other hand, there's a girl I know for about a year and a half. When we first met, I kind of fell in love for a short time even though I was still together with my ex then. We were at the birthday party of a mutual friend, and we started off pretty well. We had a good time together. After that she invited me to her birthday which was held about two weeks later. I really wanted to go, but my ex got jealous, so we went there (together) I wished the girls happy bday, and we went home. Not a very smooth move I guess. Anyway, we started chatting with this girl again right before we broke up with my ex, and things started escalating about a month ago. We pretty much are on the same wavelength, but there are two big problems. One is that in the meantime she started going out with a guy, the other is that she is studying in a city that is as far from Bp as my hometown is. Great.
So this is pretty much it. My so called love life. Oh yes, there was another girl, back in my hometown, we talked for a while, promised to meet, but didn't. This went on for about 3 weeks, so I gave up. I didn't even want to go out with her in the first place, the whole thing was a set-up. My best friend tried to help me, with little luck. But I appreciate his effort.
I hope writing this article helps. Good night lads.