I’m dead… and I’m
alive
I’m dead and I’m
alive and dead and alive again
That’s my rollercoaster
And you throw
tickets and words at me: „Go again!”
Can’t help but
take them
And jump with a smile
on this bloody ride again
Mesmerised, I
look
Expecting the
starting rise never to end again
You stand in the
booth
Guiding this damned
train into the drop again
Hidden by darkened
glass
I can’t see if
you fear or cry or laugh at me again
All I do is hope
And I die… and I
rise... and die a little… inside… and I scream: Again!
Or maybe this:
There’s this
godforsaken brick wall here
Resisting all attempts of scaling
You could walk
left or right for a year
There’s no end
you’d be reaching
If knowledge quenches your thirst
My plan is simple, really
I keep runining
at it head first
Not learning from it, clearly
Not learning from it, clearly